Loves me not!

The dreamer in me weaves beautiful thoughts

The dreamer in me wants fairy tale plots

Candlelight dinners, moonlit walks,

Flowers and praises and all the sweet talks.

One would think, an armoured knight

Or a prince on white horse would ride into my life.

And whisk my heart away; But love hit me hard..

I fell head over heels for this King of heart breaks!

The first chance he gets, he smashes my air castles

No flowers on the date, no perfume to dazzle.

No dinner and wine, no trips to cloud nine,

Reality check ! girl.. only crazy diamonds, best, shine!

Forget sweet nothings, he says mean things..

His words cut like knife, his loves’ always hurting

But if u look close and deep, here is the real thing

Its from the daggers of the world that he means to be protecting

When he looks at me, he sees my true colors,

I want to look away, but his gaze magnetizes.

I want to scream out but I can barely whisper

I pretend to be strong but he is a mind reader

I want to run away but I run into his arms, abashed;

I want to pull apart but I stay embraced, enslaved;

This is where I belong, he owns me how..

He loves me not or he loves me now!